Cry... :'( ... ='(

Wad's going on wif me?
Why I mind about it?
The fact for What I had done show me
I like him...
Ops...did I actually like him?
I really confused....

After I called him and not to sms me anymore...
I cried...
Cried Because Of Him??
Again?
The second time d...
Why?

1st time...
was the moment I heard the news when he accident

2nd time...
was this stupid **** thingie happened..

19.10

19.10.2006

19.10.2008

2006...

I hurted eu...

Because I love sum1 else...

2008...

Eu hurted me...

Because of Eu like sum1 else...

Learning

欣宜曰:"受不了。我干吗要做尽好人？有钱拿吗？有奖吗？我真是越来越受不了自己。我都不管受过的伤，只要别人的一声脆弱，我就挺身而出，我都没想过自己的立场，我只希望他们能好好的。但，不要说感谢我了，他们只会得寸进尺，觉得我给再多也是必要的。我才明白，当我努力疗好别人的伤疤，就是我狠狠地在自己身上画上另一个疤痕的时候了。我想问，要求这么多的你们，难道都不会觉得可笑吗？某人说得对，我只是在当一个别人不会珍惜的烂好人。谁知道我什么时候在难过，谁又会理啊？我真是大白痴...曾经有个人告诉过我，如果想要别人珍惜你，那你就必须先学着珍惜你自己。我实在是太不听话了。我只觉得要别人珍惜就要先让他们看见你的疼惜，又是个白痴的想法。我烂透了."
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那里的某些句子让我觉得很熟悉，似乎曾经在我的脑海里飘浮了好几天！
最后的决定是
告诉自己不好在笨下去了。。。
告诉自己够了！够了！

问问自己到底要笨到几时？
问问自己是不是觉得没关系？！

提醒自己已经一次一次的找架吵
提醒自己就算哭到怎样也是于事无补


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=[ Gave Up =(

We where friends
We always talked
Goofing around
Talking nonstop
Nothing mattered
It was just them and me

But things change
They changed
Or
I changed
Who knows???
Nothing was the same
Were memories became lame
While I stayed the same
I stayed and waited for them
I wanted so dearly to talk to them
But it seems they never bothered
Not even a little

I miss who them use to be
But they'll never be the same.
I didnt know that I touched their heart once
But they where to scared to let me in
I wish they could see how much they or I mean
But they'll never see

I'm waiting for the day
When they come running back
Wanting me back
They'll see soon enough
On everything they gave up
Or
On everything I gave up
Who knows???

I Stand Alone

I stand alone,

I stand alone on this path to no where
Looking every which way for help
People see me for something i,m not
When I ask them for directions
They don't understand
So they turn their backs and walk away
I try to fallow them but can't catch up
So I then give up ,
And all hope is lost
I sit empty minded for as long as I can
And soon I can't take it anymore
I feel as though I don't belong
And I constantly think about if dying would be best

But.....
Who can tell me when only will that happen which mentioned below??
In that very same moment I change my mind
The figure came up and held out it's hand
Telling me it cares and that i'm not alone

S...Scar,Seafood

Evening,3 Lim's family going to eat Seafood together at Tambun,Butterworth.

After my bathing,of coz I went to changed my clothes but unfortunely I accidentally knock on my cupboard edge.Ouchhhhh.....The painfulness came out in a second time,damn pain arhx!!
I went to look at the mirror and I had to turned my body half degree...

Can u feel the painess?

And yet at the moment,I could not able to find any plaster...Sigh

Reached the restoran 1st then the others 2 family..

We bought jelly and ate 1st.

Den uncle ordered many food...

Both seafood are my favourite foods...yippi

Next,to avoid traffic jam,adults planning to go to Uncle's bangalow.

We saw a new puppy there named Bobby...

Haix,I could not capture any pic of him to show it here because he very active after he knows all of us.